昨日は3人で釣り。ポイントが良くなかったのか、成果はそんなによくなかった、けど、おとんがでかいフグと、これまで見たことないくらいでっかいハゼ釣った。興奮した。
エサがまだちょっと残ってたから、夜、独り、夜釣り。結果ハゼ4。最後のほう、潮がだんだん満ちてきてアタリも増えてきてたけど、エサぎれになってやめた。使いきれてよかった。帰って、頭と内臓とって、干した。極度にここちよい疲れ。
一ヵ月ちょい続いた岡山生活は今日でおしまい。夜の便で東京にもどる。夕方前まで独りで留守番だから、起きてからずっと今なお、すっぽんぽんで日光浴をしている。一番白いおしりを重点的。
おばあちゃんの認知症は進み続ける。僕はおばあちゃんが呆けていくことに、ショックとか戸惑いとかは無かった。ごく自然に受け入れられた。それは、中1の頃から、記憶の面で障害があるおとんとずっと身近にいたからかもしれないな、と思う。良くなる見込みがあるかないかの違いはある。おとんは随分よくなってる。とてもアクティブな精神の持ち主。おばあちゃんは、ちいさなだだっ子になってってる。非アクティブ。
元気でまともな母だけを記憶に残しておきたいのに、とおかんは言う。そらそうだろう。でも、元気でまとも、って、どういうことなんだろ。衰えているかそうでじゃないかの違い？ 衰えってなんだろ。なに基準だろう。
良し悪しとか優劣とかは、なにかを決めるための便宜上の基準の上ではかられるだけのものだけど、感情や欲のせいでそのことを見失いがちになる。なにも決める必要がないただの個に立ち返ってみると、良いか悪いかなんて関係なくなって、AかBかの違いだけを感じて、好きか嫌いかで選ぶだけなんだと分かる。コミュニケーションともはなれると、言葉も必要なくなる。他者や社会に関わっていると、前者か後者のどちらかに徹することが難しい。しばしば混同していることに自分で気付かない。前者後者どちらをも眺められる位置に立って、おだやかに、ゆっくり生きていきたいな、と思う。そのとき、周りに好きな人たちの笑顔があると、僕はうれしいなー。それには、僕の個が強く問われてる。
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Zune and iPod: Most people compare the Zune to the Touch, but after seeing how slim and surprisingly small and light it is, I consider it to be a rather unique hybrid that combines qualities of both the Touch and the Nano. It's very colorful and lovely OLED screen is slightly smaller than the touch screen, but the player itself feels quite a bit smaller and lighter. It weighs about 2/3 as much, and is noticeably smaller in width and height, while being just a hair thicker.
Hands down, Apple's app store wins by a mile. It's a huge selection of all sorts of apps vs a rather sad selection of a handful for Zune. Microsoft has plans, especially in the realm of games, but I'm not sure I'd want to bet on the future if this aspect is important to you. The iPod is a much better choice in that case.
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Time - do you know what a definition is?
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P.S. To anyone whos interested; I had a conversation (see: mild argument) with a woman at work today (a co-worker who also happens to be black and Evangelical) about this very issue. It went pretty much like this discussion has gone, except that when I came to the part about comparing gay marriages and interracial marriages, she brought up that interracial marriages shouldnt be carried out because God said not to mix the races.
This seems rather intransigent.
Mike Tice was hired today to be the new O-line coach. Decent. Still would like to see Carmichael from Saints come to the Bears as OC.
No.. not for a while signing Soriano for so long will haunt them i hate them to they stole Soriano from the Phillies who were supposed to get them and they spent like 300 million to upgrade their team when all other teams spent 100 million max.
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Cant go wrong with your early 80s picks, either, but those were before my time and I cant cheat on that one. I think almost inevitably, everyone thought of putting at least one of the LotR movies on there but Im surprised at the variety. For me, theres no question that Fellowship is the best of the three, but you really cant go wrong with any of em.
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Tim D., I believe there are things that can and should be identified as wrong, in accordance with my views. But that does not necessarily mean they are so. In turn, that does not mean that I am bound to act as though they aren't condemnable I agree that people who think that morality is subjective can and do make judgments about marol issues. What I dont understand is what sort of force does their opinion hold if morality is subjective? Especially if one is cognizant that morality is subjective, it seems like respect for the other persons opinion would win the day. What does one do when opinions clash? Seems to me that we do, in fact, judge some worldviews morally superior to others. (It also seems that if this is just a function of which worldvhe most adherents, then the minority can never be right about anything.) Again, if there is a superior or inferior aspect to any worldview, it seems that there is a real (objective) moral good and a real (objective)moral evil.
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